this is prolly the most depressing post i'll ever post... or so i hope hahaha
so it's 12:00noon and i'm sitting at SLC computers taking a short break from bombarding myself with ochem and ochem and more ochem. eh i like ochem. but its my lack of self discipline i really, really, really hate.
i don't usually use the word "hate" since it's such a strong word. But hate is the only word that comes out whenever i think of my procrastinating habits. malhabits. when things starts to overwhelm me, i just wanna give up 'cause i've accumulated too much. when i know i might not be able to do ALL what i need to fully prepare myself, i end up hating myself again and again 'cause i've failed myself again. And slowly, i stop doing things. i stop. functioning.
So what does this lead to? I'm not even sleep deprived but i'm so angry at myself that i wouldn't mind getting punished by knives carving lines down my back. or maybe i'll regret when that really happens.. hahahahahah
but i really wonder if there's gonna be a time when i can finally say i don't procrastinate anymore...
Wheel Of Fortune In Love And Relationships
2 years ago
3 comments:
This post makes me :[
Haha, yes, procrastination is a bad habit, but hey, it's something that can be worked away! And don't hate yourself for procrastinating because it's something that so many people struggle with all the time.
For me, the transition from procrastinating A LOT to procrastinating LESS (notice i said LESS; i don't think there's anybody who can claim to never procrastinate), was about studying in down time; doing one or two problems from problem sets when you have that 30 minute break. That can really help you start to reduce your seemingly impossible workload. Something Troy students always tell each other is to take it one step at a time. There have been so many occasions where I've been overloaded with work because I've literally had 4 tests the next day, but hey if you want to finish, you have to tackle it one concept at a time right?
You should channel that negative emotion into something positive! Use it as motivation to change your habits! You can change it to bonhabits HAHA but yeah, you're not allowed to punish yourself by carving liens down your back. That's BAD: BIG NO NO! You can do it Sofia; don't let the stress overcome you!
i agree with d.p
i don't think one can ever stop procrastinating but you can definitely procrastinate less up to a point that it looks like you are not procrastinating.
I know exactly what you are going through... The 3 all nighters i pulled for chem 3a final as a result of constant procrastination over the semester... I was really burdened psychologically at that time... but remember! you shouldn't get trapped in your negative emotions... instead try to think about the fruits that will come from your hard work and make a determination to keep trying to not procrastinate. Just like battling sin.
Haha this is also a preaching to myself.
Sofia! cheer up!! animate! piensa como Dios podra usar este tiempo de dificultades y en tu dar cuenta sobre tu falta en el futuro.
definitely agree with the two guys up above.
it's all about gradually fixing your habits...and i don't think you can ever NOT procrastinate because sometimes your work pile is so huge. in that case, you just gotta pull through and take it one subject at a time, one assignment at a time, one reading at a time, one problem, one mechanism, one sentence, one word at a time. make a list of the things you have to do, so you can draw a big X through the things you've finished so you can feel accomplished! i did that all the time at troy to remind myself of the things to do and to give myself a little something to cheer myself up when i drew that huge, inky X.
and we're keeping those knives away from you...they're only allowed to be used on peaches!
Post a Comment