I feel like ever since sunday, or perhaps saturday, something within me stopped. Was it my motivation? was it my will power? either would have been scary.
And it seems like i'm at the point where i don't know what i'm doing.. just scrambling trying to feel more relaxed, less tense, less stressed.
less worried?
Not sure how to describe it. Lethargy joined hands with apathy and seeped into the life i was trying to fix. What was my goal again?
This reminds me, i think i've gotten my optimism lost somewhere this weekend too.
Only now i'm trying to get my motivation, will power, and optimism back... and writing the three blog posts i've postponed since sunday will maybe help me take a baby step. One step forward. A few steps.
Hope i'll soon be able to sprint with an old cheerful attitude again :]
ps: pic is nancy's dumpling keychain.... SO TINY & CUTE!!
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