Sometimes ago, I got an email from my Argentinean best friend telling me that 'doing something' is a characteristic engraved in her personality. She has to be constantly occupied with some activity - work, dance classes, sports, school - she cannot be idle, or she'll feel very uneasy, even upset hahah.
I think I'm reaching same point where I also can't stand myself idle anymore. I'm finally getting sick of myself wasting time over insignificant stuff. Like manga. Last night, I think I spent a good 3 hours on starting and finishing a new series.
Oh yeah, it was of course entertaining, amusing, capturing at best. But deciding to do that robbed me of my time where I could have corrected my japanese paper, or checked med schools I'm interested, or planning my summer plan, or reviewing for my upcoming physics midterm, or fixing my financial information, or designing the next taiwanese class I'm gonna teach, or completing application for IB peer adviser....
That's lots of things huh XD hahah And I'm always complaining there isn't enough time right? Today I realized, while munching my second creamcheese garlic bagel for lunch, that I need to somehow break that stalemate with myself. I have to surpass my "static friction" so that I can move forward, even with the presence of "kinetic friction"... Life is not frictionless anyways, so I might as well break the "at rest position" and put myself in motion. hahah those who took physics know what I'm talking about... or maybe I'm just getting delirious again?
Half of my college years is passing.
I'm going to stop reading manga on Onemanga starting today, until the semester ends. OMG hahahahah that's quite hard. But i'll do it x]] see what outcome i get x]
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