Day (300 - 200)/5 = 20!!

Whenever some friend of mine turn 20, i ask them "how does it feel like?" The most frequent response was: "nothing". HAHAH what were you expecting?

But today i asked myself the same question, and even though i kept thinking that i shouldn't feel any different, honestly, I FEEL OLD...

I've always been the "oldest" sister. I've always been the "oldest" of my cousins. I've always been the "old side". Yet, turning 1/5 of a decade made me hyper-self-aware of my "social status" (if age could be referred as "social status" hahah). I can no longer use the excuses such as "im still a child". I feel like I've passed the point where I can say "i wanna grow up!".

"I wanna grow old!", perhaps, would be more appropriate things to say starting today hahahhah

I rly wanna thank all the people who put a few minutes (or a few hours or even few days) thinking, planning, or just spontaneously wished me a happy bday. The wishes, money spent, time spent for me really encouraged me. It reminds me to be generous with my time - to foster and maintain the valuable friendships i've come across in my 2 decades of being on this world :]

Sleeping before 2am has been seriously been a challenge hahah. But ah well, i had lots of fun :] Here's the midnight party my apt mates threw for me at 12:05am today hahah. Check out especially the ET in the mid-upper part of the pic!! >:D and the cake was so gooooood x]]